After my little vent yesterday; yes it was probably a tad dramatic, i actually felt pretty good today. Though a little tired from the coffee binge i decided to go on at 10.30 last night (which hopefully explains the madness of the blog) i felt a little lighter today and maybe a spring in my step? no thats a bit too red riding hood, as as i mentioned before im trying to be more man than woman!
Well anyway for anyone that doesn't know me my names Russel, im 19 very nearly twenty and im not doing a great job or anything right now. Thats probably all you need to know. However right now, well not this exact second but in this time period of my life, im having a little awakening! now thats scary! Iv finally decided to live for what i want to do not what other people expect me to be doing.
So career choice:not got one
Relationship:Only with my bets mates
Kids:cant stand them
Right now iv realised im actually happiest just doing my own thing so im gonna write about my super saturday!
To start with i was up at around 7.45, and this is on my day off, but i love being up early as i feel i get a full day that way. I pretty much moped around the house all morning waiting eagerly for the post to come as i was expecting some parcels i had ordered. I have to say im like a child at christmas when it comes to receiving parcels in the post, even though i know what they are!
After this i went climbing with my best mate jamie and my other bast mate....jamie! what are the chances! either way it sure makes the climbing that much more fun, especially when the fatigue sets in and the sillyness is about all you can muster from yourself. Paul and his missus also came which is always good to see new people giving it a try.got to try everything once...i suppose!
This is the best climb i have had in a long time though, we all got some amazing climbs done and i could see everyone was pushing the limits of what they could do, myself included. Nothing beats the sweet feeling of achievement, which normally happens to be that amazingly drained feeling where you feel a little ill from hunger.
After a couple of hours break, a borderline nap in my case, we went to see a film (diary of the dead) at the cinema. This time it was me, jamie and Adam Breen, another cool mate from old times at school, and i just loved that chilled out feeling of hanging out with guys. Theres no serious talks about where our friendship is going, though sometimes im not sure if jamie is checking me out.....(only joking jamie!)haha
When i got back i was knackered but i think that has literally been my most productive and exciting day in a long time!Its so nice to have that warm glow of accomplishment but not with some monetary gain or pat on the back but just the personal knowledge you have pushed yourself that little bit harder than you ever have before.
I think next time im just gonna write a food list before i start getting too emotional.....otherwise i think i might end up writing love poems to all my mates.now that would be worrying.
well for anyone thats reading thanks and good night.maybe ill write one of these in the day sometime...nah ill be far too busy!
*all characters in this story were fictional apart from me, jamie, jamie and adam breen.
Sunday, 9 March 2008
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